my mind wonders as I'm trying not to fall in love with you 'cause everytime I
Awake I ponder on my mistakes of what I said, it is always my esteen that I
Sure lose playing those stupid games that I always end up chasing you

I can't help myself anymore
Rehearsing my thoughts as I'm too scared to come to your door
I pushed it all aside just to stand next to you
But now you won't talk to me for something that I didn't do

It's not gonna work

And I'm trying not to think of you
I'm all confused as I think of the things that I would do
I'm all shook up as I get all nervous inside
My emotions are something that I will always hide my ways