I'm so tired of being here
I  tried to kill the pain
suppressed by all my childish fears
but only brought more
and if you have to leave
i lay dying
I wish that you would just leave
and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
'cause your presence still lingers here
i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
and it won't leave me alone
am i too lost to be saved

am i too lost?
these wounds won't seem to heal

this pain is just too real
my God my tourniquet
there's just too much that time cannot erase
return to me salvation

my God my tourniquet
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return to me salvation
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
do you remember me
I held your hand through all of these years
lost for so long
but you still have
will you be on the other side
all of me
or will you forget me

i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
you used to captivate me
am i too lost to be saved
by your resonating life
am i too lost?
now I'm bound by the life you left behind

your face it haunts
my God my tourniquet
my once pleasant dreams
return to me salvation
your voice it chased away
my God my tourniquet
all the sanity in me
return to me salvation


these wounds won't seem to heal
my wounds cry for the grave
this pain is just too real
my soul cries for deliverance
there's just too much that time cannot erase
will i be denied Christ

tourniquet
[chorus]
my suicide


I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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